fall is great for pictures. yay color

long distance relationships kindof suck sometimes. i am waiting for time to pass so it will be a short distance relationship again.

Life is good. School work isn't so bad and the people here at college are great. That's all I really got to say ^_^

As time passed this year I have changed so much. My home has become at Western Carolina University where I go now. The first semester I hated this place. I hated it because I was 8 hours away from "home [which is on the obx]". I didn't cherish the people that I met at first nor the friends that I had made. But things all changed...

I began to struggle with my relationship with my boyfriends who goes to a school 6 hours away from me. I used to think that everything was alright and that nothing could go wrong. Lately though, at least on my part, they have.
Instead of growing closer to my boyfriend, I feel myself growing farther away. Different things of the past and present have irritated me and have made me wonder if this relationship is going to work out in the long run. I'm not happy all the time anymore but maybe things will get better during the summer. Maybe...

As I have struggled through certain things and obstacles my friends who I used to only care somewhat about where there surprisingly for me. Now they are my world. Through different trials they have made this place my home. If "home is where the heart is", my heart is with them.

....

I have finally found a place where I am accepted and I do not know if I am ready to give it up for the obx which was familiar to me one time. I do not know if I want to leave my friends again. But during the summer I will cherish the time I have at my other home (obx). I am looking forward to seeing again some significant people in which I have not seen in a while. <3 heart to all of them [friends, bf, and my awesome family].

"Even though we walk sometimes through a dreary world does not mean we walk alone. Just look up from the ground and look around you. Perhaps there are some people and friends by your-side that you didn't notice because the whole time you where looking down instead of up." - me

I've been at ECU for friday night and 5 days so far. I've had a great time and how much I've been w/ Peter has been amazing. I'm not ready go back. I don't want to. I feel at home.

I've been having fun, but I want time alone with Peter. There seems to be someone who's always there with us except for less than an hour since I have been here... Cindy said it was fine.
Yay. Tomorrow